greetings…

a trilogy didnt happen last night, i tried, but in the end, i was just so so tired. so am i now, but before i head back home all sweaty after a hard night playing futsal, here’s something i’d like to share.

tolerance. something we all often take for granted. we hear it day in day out. most of us have different levels of tolerance. but whats your personal horizon on this matter? when do you break? and when do you make? what ticks it off, and what calms it down?

i burst out tonight at futsal. not me, usually i’ll keep my cool. but tonight, phew. thats it. i even kicked the goal in protest. so much of pent up anger, jsut because i’ve been tolerating crude jokes and remarks for a very long time. the bottom line here is, when you have to let some steam of ya, do it. and do it hard. then get your grips back again as hard as you let it go. i didn’t, but came off smoothly aftewards.

then, i started thinking, whats my tolerance level? and how are the levels of the others? sometimes, its best to do the extremes. extremes will balance out the extremes in us all. chaos, creates. destruction, builds. death, life.

sigh……

pent up joe, burst out tonight.

ps - kids, dont try kicking solid metal goal posts. it hurts. i’ve got a huge swell up my foot. i need some salt water soaking later.