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what a way to make a comeback! hello everyone.
allright, straight out of the sabbatical, i’m forced by my own will to make a new entry here. why? oh why did it take so long?
lets see, people take breaks and sabbaticals for a reason. some take it recharge their batteries (or even change them, get an overhaul dude!), some using it to escape life, some just take it for the fun of it, and some are forced to do so. mine? a nasty mish mash of all stated. and its kinda scary too. but doing so might have been the best decision i’ve made since i dumped that silly doink for two timing me….. thats another tale, another time folks.
life in the fast lane struck me hard and where it hurts most. ouch. thank heavens not physically damaged or so, but emotionally, i almost became a pulp, mash potato like substance. living alone, away from home, well not that far, and making your own choices as to how one would spend time, energy and hard earned moolahs does coma back to haunt you when you least expect it. and when that happens, one is reminded of GUS (Guy Up Stairs, hey, its nice to call Him Gus……hahahahahaha), and theories of karma, repentance, prayer, the whole works come hitting back on you. sigh. why dont we all just ever learn to do it all the time and not when we want it because we’ve been cornered??? sigh. i guess we’ll learn the hard way. after all, no pain no gain right? it ain’t only applies to workouts dude….
on the personal development front, like anyone cares anyway, these few months of solitude did break me and mould me into something else. no… i’m not a mutant to have my last stand or somehting like that, but its like, life’s taken a whole new course of action. i’m battle scarred, battle hardened, and ever ready to fight off to the death. and now where’s my congressional medal of honour???
speaking of which, something i’m dying to try now is paintball. dang….that slam bang action, its like counter strike, but with real people and guns that don’t kill…well…it can, but its safer than silver bullets….
so. I’m back. and hopefully dont go off air again for a long time to come. moral of the story….
have a break. have a kit kat! hahahahahahahahaha
cheers!
plain joe
May 28th, 2006 at 10:34 am
3 Responses to “new entry…captain’s log stardate yadda yadda yadda”
Well nice of you to come back then… Living alone does give you perspective doesn’t it? But yeah, it doesn’t always make you not miss being home again… So I’m glad that I’ll be going home for a while in a few short weeks. Take care of yourself and remember GUS is always watching over you! heheheh
May 29, 2006 @ 2:17 pmHey mate, first of all.. Glad you’re back in the league of “quitters never win and winners never quit”. The beatings will continue until morale improves, so they say. Take that last stand mate, don’t fall away from the people who care about you.
I agree that it may have been the greatest decision you made, but the world does not save time by seeing it your way all the time. Chin’s up mate, take the last stand and blast those worries outta your life, always remember that things happen for a reason!
I went through shit and I thought that my life, my career was doomed. Nothing can describe what I went through but experience Bala, and my deepest regret at that time was keeping away from my friends whom treasured me like gold, but I sank too deep to be found, and at one point I drowned in my own actions.
Then GUS came in the picture and hand-plucked me outta the mess. When I say hand-plucked, I literally mean it.. cause the moment I decided to take things as they come with a steady faith that things do happen for a reason, things started to fall into place. Yes macha, GUS has his ways, and trust me it’s always for the BEST.
For me this aint no second chance. Everything is taking place as they should. What we control is the rate/pace we move on this path, because our destiny is all the same.. that is towards our ol’ fren GUS.. who’d probably be waiting for us to join HIM for some good chayya… haha..
Anyway macha, I think I have babbled enough.. Hope I did not bore ya, but I strongly felt about it and i conveyed it. Take care, and good to have you back.. and here’s your congressional medal of hounour macha, MY EVERLASTING FRIENDSHIP.. aint never gonna give up on ya!!
May 30, 2006 @ 10:09 pmthanks sanjeev….
June 5, 2006 @ 1:32 am